The Journal: In Response

I feel a lot more sadder and sadder not by what I have done, but on what I should have not done.

I knew I should have done something. Or done anything.

I have a phone, I still have my house, I still have my parents, I still have everything. But I was helpless because of a rift.

I knew during that day something was very, very, very wrong.

and now, another storm is coming. I know what I am going to do next time.

You know, I was ready to help, I was ready to get down there wet. I was already going,,rah, what the hell I am going to say.

But all because of a senseless and pointless rift. I knew I wouldn't be allowed.

 

I was ready to help.

 

and I still am ready.

 

even if there are differences and inhibitions.