Birthday Message: I want you Back

"And yeah, to Twist (again) because you became my comfort when I was sad. You became my best friend here in Lyce, Nobody can replace your Ideas, your visions (really?), your artwork (cool, hehe), and your humor, I became much more than an otaku, really!"

- Birthday Message, 2006


"Now, this last words will be dedicated to you, Yes, You, You know who you are, I know you are in pain and in hate because of what I did to you. But I know from my innermost soul that you needed a person who will listen to you, As you have said it before ...

"You're the one who listens to me regardless, you let me vent my frustrations on you....I'm learning from you too, you know. Its 'cause you're around that I know where I want to be."

I am still here, accepting you with open arms. I have already forgiven you from the start. Now it's your turn. It's time to listen to your heart, eat your pride, and rethink about what you had done to me."

- Birthday Message, 2008


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Ever since I first met you, I was so blown away, I never forgot every inch and every second that we bonded, I never felt more secured in my life.

But since we went to a war, I cried endlessly, I had been depressed. I cannot cope up, And I didn't know what to do.

But I will never give up

I may have lost you, But I will never give up on a friendship. If you told me to get a life, I will get a life.

And that is my Friendship with you.

A lot of my friends believed I never failed them. I believe them. I believe too that I WAS NOT the failure of our friendship.

I had my shortcomings, and you know that.

But you never admitted you had your shortcomings. I tried to understand you, and you basically knew that.

But you still did not change.

Now, I will try whatever means to get my old friend back. I have nothing to lose, because I believe my real friends will understand me.

I tried to move on, but all I got was nothing.

From now on, I will not stop. I will promise myself to bring this friendship back. Whatever the odds, whatever the consequences.

Even if the cost of it is my own dignity, and my life.



I want you back dude. I really need you as a bestfriend.


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That is my birthday message, A lot shorter and no thank-yous. But It still has that wish that I really long for since that day in 2007.


-HeAdIn'-OuT!-