December Thoughts: Thank you for the Torment

Thank you to all the people who made me realize that I am such a loser for this year, if not because of you, You made me look like a prime jerk.

Thank you to all the people who made me look bad for the past year. If not because of you, I almost killed myself.

Thank you to all the people who called me by such names as a fag, stalker and etc., because I almost lost my sense of identity.

Thank you to all the people who told me I am pathetic, because you made me feel like one.

Thank you to all the people who told me I am a liar, because that remark tagged me as an inconceivable liar to the community.

Thank you to all the people who tried to stall everything in my path, because I was not able again to revive a friendship and do my job freely as the Chief Anime Correspondent.

and Thank you to all the people who told me I failed. because right now, I failed again for this year, my 21st in my life.

If you knew I was the one talking to you, then you should not reply, If you reply, then it meant that you denied everything you did to me. A double-edged sword when you read this post.

For the past year, I was subjected to all the ups and downs of my life. And those people who continually torment me are one of those people who really influenced me truly.

I only knew a few people who really believe in me, and I know them all.

And I want to tell you something before I end this post. Then, as always, I will still continue to do my job as the Chief Anime Correspondent, and I will still continue to pursue this friendship even if the cost of this is my own dignity and my own life.

-HeAdIn'-OuT!-